Deep breaths, patience is a virture.

Dear baby,
We are in the home stretch (of our first journey of hurdles). I am taking 100 mg of clomid, which is supposed to make me act like a crazy lady but I actually don't feel too shabby. I get pretty crazy 300 pound fat lady hot flashes, and they are accentuated in the middle of the night, I have a little bit of bloating, and last night (day 3 of clomid) I felt my ovaries doing something which felt like light cramping which was weird, mildly uncomfortable, but I fell back asleep. I think the thing that has got me the most was the lack of sleep; and I cant say its not from a combination of being excited, a little worried, and more excited. At our last RE appt, Dr. Chen said we aren't allowed to have a booster shot, because we would have two of you!!! Could you imagine TWO little nikki's running around? :P So in a few days we will go back, see how my little eggs (one of them possibly being you) is developing, and then we will wait a few more days go back and BOOM make you! Well I can hope and pray that it's that simple, but we will just have to wait and see. Just know that every night with every fiber in my body I pray so hard for you. I pray that we get to meet you, that we get to love you, and we finally get to hold you. We try not too be too rambunctious about the idea of you quite yet, but in the back of my mind you're really all I think about. Mommy has been pretty good with me, I know shes excited because she talks about you all the time. She picks out some FUNKY names let me tell you. Of the possibilities so far she wants you to be name ATTICUS?! I know, I know just like the book, but hey mommy is a nerd so dont take it out on her too bad :P.