Good morning my love bug,

Tomorrow we are going to see Dr. Chen, and consult about some medicine so that we can finally try and conceive you! I have been patiently waiting for this day for such a long time. I pray for you each and every night, and I think about you all the time. I wonder what you will look like, and why I don't dream of you more. I dreamt of you for the first time the other day, you were in my belly. I didnt know if you were a boy or girl, all I knew is that I was just happy that I got to feel you in my belly. Mommy is so very excited for you as well! Ahhh I am trying to be patient, and trying not to stress, as well as try not to feel defeated or negative at all. I cannot wait to meet you my little one, I love you more than you can ever imagine.