2 days post IUI

Oh I must be crazy, why has my smell gotten pristine? Why does my skin look tan and wonderful why do I swear I feel pressure in my uterus? Why do I keep thinking there's a mango sized baby in there and there's probably not? Lol I think about what it's gonna feel like on April 16th testing. Or what it may feel like looking down and seeing my period. I suppose only time will tell. I'm staying very optimistic and I think I'm mis reading every tiny little detail secretly hoping I really am pregnant. What's gonna be more scary finding out I am and praying that it sticks? Or finding out I'm not? Either way I'm ready for it, as ready as I'll ever be. Your mommy is going nuts. I know she tries really hard to hide it, and she does; but she said its the longest two weeks of her life! Mine too, especially at about 3am I always wake up and think about you, then I pray so hard that you really do exist and you're not just a wish in my heart but a bean in my belly!