Well Today is day 9, or 8ish since we had 2 back to back IUI. What have I been feeling so far? Well I've been so focused on trying to force myself to be neutral that in my head most of the time I feel nothing. Some light cramping, more like twinges, they are intermittent. At first I was starving, now I get nauseous at the drop of a pin, it's not that I have morning sickness, it's just that i get that watery mouth, the urge to puke a lot easier than ever before. Could this be from the post nasal drip im currently having because Mommy likes to sleep with the window open? Probably. I sent your mom out for some saliditos yesterday, she then proceeded to bring me the wrong thing TWICE, even tho she knew exactly what I was talking about. Sometimes I wonder where her mind wanders lol. Anywho, I thought once we got into our second week, that there would be some downhill effect, but nope, the days are actually passing even slower. I am a bit tired today, and although i've been sleeping well, i frequently wake up at like 3 for about 20 mins and drift back off to sleep. Ive been having really weird dreams, I rarely dream or remember them, but I am starting to wake up with resonance of them! Unfortunately they're like crazy action movies or scary nightmares lol. I have been craving things I used to hate, but as far as eating weird things, im no stranger to that. Im staying optimistically, yet cautiously positive, and I just hope when I pee on that stick all the prayers and hope and dreams of you will finally come true. Words cant describe how grateful to God we will be, and we swear every night we will never let you down. You will be raised right by the Lord, with morals, and love within blended families, and you will be the best kid ever I just know it. Mommy and I love you so much, please be implanting!
-Mamma
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